lots of stuff happened since the last post on butterfree hahaha
i'm not bothering to elaborate on some stuff.
overall, a lvls is quite good in my opinion
just that i probably suck at essays. lol.
the past week. is like the tsunami that hit earth on 2004 boxing day
i've been on the highest point of my life, yet slammed back down to the bottom.
kinda suck when i have to pick myself up every single time
thank God for always being there, or i would really be crazy right now
emotions in my mind right now:
doubt, confusion, disappointment, injustice, fear, anxiousness, impatience, wanting to give up,
yet at the corner of my heart, joy.
it's the joy and the hope of God that's making me hold on.
it's really hard to keep smiling at times, it really is.
and there's just too many things i dun understand.
yeah i cannot think about them becuz i've still got 2 more written papers to go
gosh someone really wants me down very badly.
i'll fight, and keep fighting till i win.
n399 is the best, a family God blessed me with.
love, care, unity, spiritual depth! 30 members!
let's go! =)
